True Heartbreak

          It's that hopeless aching in your heart that won't go away right? It clenches at you and keeps you from breathing, from taking care of yourself, from sleeping at night because you picture them happy with that other person. You see it vividly and it eats at you slowly until you just can't stand it anymore. It screams at you and tears at every cell in your body every second of every day. You're angry at them for it but your also sad for yourself. Then eventually instead of getting better it gets worse. You notice that you're starving but you don't want to eat or drink. You're exhausted and can't find the energy to cry yourself to sleep any more so you lie in bed alone and without tears to block the visions you still see them and you wither away inside. they moved on so easily and yet you can't. I know what it feels like... I really do. Why would I ever do that to you again now that you've shown me what it feels like? ...I would never.