A average day from hell starts early. You can usually tell it'll be bad from the start because something always sets it off. For instance, you forget something you need for class like an important assignment, or you have to wake up early for a long trip. Something simple that just puts you in a wretched mood. You begin to feel sluggish and annoyed at every little thing that goes wrong. Then when larger things start to take turns for the worse you lose the sloppy, tired feeling and become confused and irritated with a lively vigor that confuses you to no end as it gradually turns into a frantic craze of hysteria. So... there are a few people I would like to tell something... Listen up because the horrible day you had on that trip was nothing in comparison.
First you, the snooty little girl who's life apparently sucks ass. Look, I barely talked to you all day. I knew you were mad at me but to tell you the truth I couldn't have cared less. The one time I did say anything to you was when I was trying to get you to turn around in your seat. People were making fun of you and the way you were sitting, so I was only trying to get you to turn around. But apparently you can't stand to hear me speak long enough to take the warning. If for any reason the bus had stopped suddenly, your neck would have snapped on the grip directly above your shoulders. Stupid doesn't look good on you, so when you finally stop pitching a fit long enough to realize I was only trying to intervene in the ridicule, think twice before you come talk to me, because depending on what mood I'm in I may just throw you in front of a train.
You! Don't tell me you didn't guess that! Don't tell me you had no idea that I would want to spend my day with you. At the risk of sounding feminine, I practically threw myself at you for weeks! Every single day in English! Ask Cruse. She knows. It disgusted her. Besides, I had told you the He had a thing for you. What made you so damn blind, gullible, foolish, stupid, and naive that you had absolutely NO idea that that was going to happen? I'm sure if it had been any other time or person I would have been completely indifferent. Yet thats not even the end of it. It gets better...
You had the nerve to do what you did in that theater. Both you and your friend were all over him... and he was all over both of you. You both looked like a couple of grade A teases! He was rubbing your thigh and you were all over his legs! Even though nothing happened you still acted way to childish. But not only did you throw yourself at him you pranced around the mall with yet another him around your waist and on your hip! I was in shock. And yet you have the audacity to say that I was the one that tore your work apart? So much "work" you'd put into rebuilding the "friendship" between us? That's a load of bull. You were completely wrong to be mad at anyone other than yourself.
Now you, the one "eagerly awaiting" this. I can't help but be a tad bit disappointed in you for not stopping the small orgy going on behind you when you saw it but I know know of it was your fault so I can't be mad at you... As long as you trace my back again in Latin sometime :D
OTHER THAN ALL OF YOU, my day was not made any better when I got another glimpse of my most recent "family" once again going their own ways and leaving me behind. I feel as if I finally got to know these guys and as if I had found a sanctuary but it seems that they don't want me. I will do what I can to hold on but that can only be so much. I'm drifting away once again and not a single one is throwing me a rope save for Ash. If I cannot hold to this one I don't think I'll try again. These people are exactly like me in mind, heart, and spirit but I just can't seem to get a grip and stay with them. Besides I see the beginnings of not only a powerful, but quick self destruct amongst you. If no one stops it I wont have anywhere to go.
Yet, all things considered, I do believe I'll be okay. I'll survive like I always have, silent and alone. You don't need to worry that I won't make it. I'm far to suborn to capitulate to the worlds natural and evil devices. I get too much enjoyment from the lonely and quiet life I live that not a single person knows about. Try me. I'll grapple with the world and fight to the death if I have to but I WILL NOT go down without knowing I did everything to prevent it.
If you would like to see the commentary on the only person involved in the "Day from Hell" that made it bearable see my much more friendly side and read from The Love of Dante.
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